Psykewne.3025

I'm going to be blunt and just say that this data is pretty useless, you just gave a maths lesson nobody needed. GW2 healing doesn't work this way. I'm going to bet someone insulted tempest healing to motivate you to write this.

I honestly don't see how you can say this when rev is probably the only class where every weapon is actually solid and functional. Power is fine with dual swords, condi is great with mace/axe, staff is a great utility with excellent defensive and cc abilities (you don't need it to be great for healing since your legend skills provides a good healing kit), shortbow does do decent ranged condi or power damage in a pinch (both are perfectly functional and on par with most other class' ranged options), hammer has a good place in wvw and shield fills in the role that shield does for most classes who have it in being a good defensive tool in pvp. It would be worth noting that engineer and to some degree elementalist suffer much more from their limited weapon choices, engineer is entirely reliant on spending their utility skills or tied into using holo elite to access meaningful damage as their weapons are functionally limited and poor across the board compared to all other classes.

One thing thief lacks is versatility especially in pve. Outside of boon thief and speciality roles in raid they don't bring anything truly unique to a party. A torch would give them the ability to burn their enemies but also to generate bonfires that could work like wells to give boons/healing other support effects. Offhand sword no matter how popular an idea would not really expand anything for the thief and still just leaves it as a melee power dps for the most part.

I feel like you need a hard dose of reality here. You're making yourself seem like alot of work and not alot of fun to be around, I think the original post was way too much information and all the additional stuff is bordering on red flags. Frankly you have a mental illness as I'm sure you are aware and you need to seek real practical help from whatever medical sources you have available. I have been through mental health struggles and I understand this is not an easy thing to be told point blank, but if you continue to push all your issues outward in this fashion you will be sorely disappointed. No one will ever come along and save you, it's not how life works, you have to make the big changes yourself. Sure you can seek help, but honestly the big change for me was getting a job. Being in a situation where you have to become functional is a big motivator and before you know it you will notice the improvements. But I promise you this is true, you will not find the solution by reaching out in this fashion as it actively drives people away and feeds your low self esteem. I tried dating websites for a while and after a few failed dates i was really down, but it was because i was desperately trying to find someone. I kid you not, a few months after i stopped looking, i met my wife. We got engaged a year later and within another 2 we got married. For the sake of everyone who has read your thread, please seek help instead of crying into the void.